Dear Santa,

I wish I was rich so I could get the fuck outta here.

Ps my birthday & Christmas eve sucked. Thanks to my awesome parents!

you make me feel worthless

fuuuck

I'm gonna die! It hurts so much.

bra

It kinda sucks that I turn 18 soon and I don't really have anyone to celebrate my birthday with. Or well, two persons but you know .. 18.

state of mind

ghosts

Only the young and stupid are confident about sex and romance.

danny

Without a family,
man, alone in the world,
trembles with the cold

-Andre Maurois

have you come here to rescue me?

violet hill

I don't know what to say really, I think that even if I had the time to write a book I could never sum up the person I am, have been, and will be.
My life is not a paragraph, and every moment counts.

Music is a driving force. It is a energy on it's own and it plays a huge part in who I am, but it is not all I am.

the world should revolve around me

It started snowing today! It's so beautiful. I feel like the world kind of "woke up" somehow. I don't know, but it feels good. And I actually felt attractive today, I like my new light brown leather boots and my scarf/hood.

marry me

are you starting to change?

It’s not like I believe in everlasting love.

I miss you so much

shithead

You annoy me so fucking much. I wish I wouldn't have to live with you in the same house.

you don't know how easy it is

yesterday was great

The Halloween-birthdayparty went pretty good. I actually had fun although the kids ran everywhere and yelled all the time.

Oh, after the party me and my friends went to see a movie and I saw that guy from the train again. I wonder if he remembers me since he stared at me for quite awhile.

don't run away

I hate feeling this lonely.

caroline

rainbows on my mind

I'm throwing a Halloween-birthdayparty for my sis in a few days so I've been a little busy with that. Being busy actually makes me quite happy since I'm doing something that matters.

I love you, sister.

I love this dude

listening to Carl Barât

I hadn't been at school for almost 2 weeks before today. I really didn't want to go there 'cause I didn't feel that great mentally, but I went anyway. And that is something I'm happy for! I feel better now. It felt good to actually do something since I've been laying on our sofa for about a week. Haha, lazyass you can say.

Oh well, feeling alright for the moment.

hey there blog

Sometimes I just can't handle all the shit in this world and I just want to disappear. I wish it was that simple, but no. There's those few who actually needs me.

Well, thank God for them; I still want to explore the world before I leave it.